You Already Know… For Jodi
I can write you words
to form sentences.
To formulate all
the great thoughts
everyone have of you.
I can offer
gestures to spark humor.
To create laughter
in silent moments.
I can fill this page
with exclamations,
smiley faces,
hearts,
and butterflies
to make you excited
about all the days
you’ll share with
your loved ones.
I can tell you about
the smiles
we’ll continue
to exchange
to make
the days warm
and manageable.
I can sit by your side
and read you devotionals
to lift your spirits.
There might even be a
scripture that will fit
in this experience
to aid your faith.
And I can recite it
every night I pray for you.
I can hang
pictures to remind you
of your beauty
when your self esteem
distorts your images.
I can express
cliché statements,
like…
“You’re a miracle”
And
“God has a plan for you”,
to ease the struggle.
I can cuddle you
with my strength
until you embrace
this reality.
I can…
Simultaneously
tell you all these things
and much more.
I can tell you
what you already know
until they flow like
melodies,
singing freely….
But I’m not.
Because the biggest
tragedy is you…
forgetting
these awesome things
when the burden
take control of your destiny.
I WILL
be your memory.
To remind you
When the state of
absence leaves you vulnerable.
Because I’m your “Wingman”
To make sure
your able to remember
all these wonderful things
you already know.
